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The Smashing Pumpkins HeartDisarm you with a smile and cut you like you want me to cut that little child inside of me and such a part of you.The Smashing Pumpkins HeartDisarm you with a smile and leave you like they left me here to wither in denial the bitterness of one who's left alone.The Smashing Pumpkins Heart

Tuesday, December 19, 2006



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Pumpkin Whatever it is that you will see or hear or read from all the things presented in this site which does not conform with your principles in life or your personal beliefs even with your musical understanding, has nothing to do with the integrity of my spiritual direction. I'm just visiting the old days and I thought that maybe, you too were part of the musical beauty and wonders of the past, and that somehow from all of this, we'll find each other and connect the string which were once cut and partly forgotten because of all the years that passed and hoping you'll try to relate with the music and stuffs written here and in a way help you in remembering some old friends, families, faded loves, people, places and events. Enjoy your stay! Pumpkin

Window View

A room with a view.....

microdot sleeve: A room with a view is a Korean brand of stationery which I usually use in the old days when writing love letters and stuffs. And it comes in different colors like red, beige, black, blue, etc.

Paano na lang kaya sa susunod na eleksyon? Ngayon pa lang magulo na. May ambush, may sumabog na kotse ng Cong., sigawan ng mga Cong., banta sa buhay ng Cong., banta na rally ng Cong., Cha-Chang urong sulong na pilit sinasayaw ng mga Cong. Mga mukhang King Kong. Sa nagdaang mga araw, bukod sa mga pangyayari sa Bicol region, kung anu-ano ang nakita ng aking mga mata. Gaya ng titulo ng sulat na ito, parang nasa loob ako ng kwartong tinutukoy habang natatanaw sa bintana ang kaliwa't kanang nangyayari sa labas.

Minsan may lumapit, may lumapit sa amin ni sanpit, sampaguita ang kanyang tinda, isang batang gustong makauwi na. Naalala ko ang mga nagsigawang Congresista. Kung paanong yun poste sa may kanto, nakasandal sa kanya mga basura ng tao, ganun pa rin sa gobyerno, walang pagbabago. Kung paanong dun sa may lubak, maraming batang hubo't hubad na umiiyak at nakayapak, ganun pa rin sa gobyerno, walang pagbabago. "Ang tunay na mukha ng bayan mo," sabi nga ng isang kanta, maiiyak ka. Mga progress fairs at sweet conspiracies ng mga Pulitiko ang gigising ng umaga mo. Mga balitang kung minsan ay ayaw mo ng pakinggan. Maraming dapat gawin, maraming dapat tiisin. Lately, may mga nakipagkaibigan, sa dami nila, wala akong maalala, maliban sa isa, at siya'y si Katrina. Kung tawagin ng friends Quamie, studying psychology. Mula sa kwento ng kanyang mga alaala, naisulat ko ang ganitong istorya. Istorya ng mga munting alaala. Sa labas ng bintana, patuloy ang pakikipagbaka.

Sa Biyernes na darating PBK na namin. Masarap ang pakiramdam lalo't iyong alam na matapos mo itong makitang lahat, ika'y magpapasalamat.

Happy Pasalamat po sa lahat ng mga Kapatid!!

Minsan sa aking pag-iisa, narinig ko sa kabilang kwarto ang awiting ito na tungkol sa isang silid ng alaala, isang silid na puno ng sugat at halakhak, isang silid sa ating pagkatao na minsa'y naging marumi at ngayo'y nililinis..... Ang ating puso.


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Friday, December 01, 2006



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Pumpkin Whatever it is that you will see or hear or read from all the things presented in this site which does not conform with your principles in life or your personal beliefs even with your musical understanding, has nothing to do with the integrity of my spiritual direction. I'm just visiting the old days and I thought that maybe, you too were part of the musical beauty and wonders of the past, and that somehow from all of this, we'll find each other and connect the string which were once cut and partly forgotten because of all the years that passed and hoping you'll try to relate with the music and stuffs written here and in a way help you in remembering some old friends, families, faded loves, people, places and events. Enjoy your stay! Pumpkin

Brainfreeze.....

Microdot Sleeve: I don't want this rant to put on hold or leave it on the hanging because I am having some brainfreeze lately. Anyway, here goes the past few days.

I am experiencing mindblackout lately I guess due to my hectic schedules like duties, cousins, etc. About a few days back, I've asked Doll to help me and motivate me or somethin' so I can go back on the table and write. But she have problems that time, so no dice. Then I've decided to watch an old VCD movie "Elizabethtown." There were lots of rock and roll music included on that film. It's a good one and it's becoming my favorite. Anyway, I've done a lot of fumbling on my celfon recently like downloading real java applications(I said "real" because I can really use the application to help me on a lot of things regarding on my writings) and some nice graphics and animations. It reminds me of my Ferrari days when my celfon back then had a lot of stuffs regarding Ferraris. I was also asked by Miss Spain to make a blogsite for her and I said I'll try. Yesterday, I've discovered some nice skins or layouts which I can use. Maybe I'll make another blogsite for myself. Something different from this one. Lots of plans.....

So, here's a song by a Canadian alternative rock band OLP or Our Lady Peace set on a "Torque" movie clip. Off their 2002 "Gravity" album here's "All For You" plus a bonus video "Not Enough" also from the same album, a video dedicated to Dragon Ball Z's "Goku" fans.


Gravity Vinyl

All For You
Our Lady Peace

A suburban man at my door
But I don’t think I’ll let him in
He wants discipline
Discipline, control over the way I live
Wants the best for me
An old school philosophy
But I can’t turn my back on him
He’s a part of me
Buy me anything but I just need a friend

It’s all for you
You got me where you want
It’s all for you, oh
Just stop breaking my heart
You’re the blood of a seed and its all that I need
Got me where you want
It’s all for you, oh
You got me, oh, you got me

Jack Kerouac K-K-K-Kerouac
On the road and in my head
And the irrelevance (or I need relevance), intelligence
A new tattoo a lot more sex
Broken families
A new enemy
And you will not make up for this
This suburban man he wants discipline
But I just need a friend

It’s all for you
You got me where you want
It’s all for you
Just stop breaking my heart
You’re the blood of a seed and its all that I need
Got me where you want
It’s all for you
You got me, oh, you got me where you want

Leave me alone
Oh, leave me alone

So never run
You got me where you want
All for you, stop breaking my heart

You got me where you want
Its all for you, oh
Stop breaking my, stop breaking my heart
You’re the blood of a seed and its that I need
Got me where you want
Its all for you, oh
Cause you got me, oh, you got me where you want
It’s all for you
Oh Just stop breaking my, stop breaking my heart
It’s all for you, oh
Got me, got me where you want
It’s all for you
My heart
It’s all for you, oh
You got me oh, you got me where you want
Leave me alone




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